You were never worth it...

We both understood it as soon as we met,
Your smile- something i cant easily forget,
Our eyes spoke words our lips could not,
You entered my heart- my only weak spot,
Even at long distance you had me captured,
My mind spinning with thoughts enraptured,
Time passed frivolously as only it can,
Winter changed to Spring and the longing began.

I waited feverishly for our next meeting,
Time with you i treasured no matter how fleeting,
Our courting progressed at an endless pace,
I yearned for our first kiss and your sweet embrace,
And as i lay on your chest watching the stars,
I knew the only love i'd ever need was ours,
Finaly, after months of anxious waiting on both parts,
Our lips touched- creating a collision of two hearts.

A blissful period of happiness was what we created,
The mere mention of your name and my soul elated,
Those summer months of romance, passion and amour,
Left my body screaming declarations of adore,
My whole being shone bright in unbelievable bliss,
That was untill you returned home with a last goodbye's kiss,
Yet, i knew as you'd promised, you would come back to me soon,
But still i felt like a dark winters night without its resplendent moon.


And now, only a few short months have passed,
I had no idea you could move on that fast,
And while my heart lies lifeless upon the ground,
Your out screwing her around,
Nothing iv'e ever felt has hurt like this,
I still dream about our very first kiss,
But, this is life; heartbreaks what you sign up for,
And I know in time i'll heal, and learn to trust in love once more.