..... (This is not directed at anyone specifically)

This is not directed at anyone specifically.

I have no one in mind while I am writing this.

I was simply thinking about my past.
I was simply thinking about my present.
I was simply thinking about my future.

To me, it is plain and simple.
If you like me, don’t just sit there and do nothing about it.

I want to be adored, is that so wrong?
I want you to make me smile.
I want you to want me
I want you to know me.
I want you to want me to know you.
…all of it … the good, the bad, the ugly.

I am tired of people saying they want to spend time with me and then don’t do shit about it.
I am tired of people telling me they want to know me and when I say something that shocks or surprises them, they wish they never knew ( and believe me, nothing I could say is that shocking).

Hence, the goal.

I want to fall in real love:

ridiculous,

inconvenient,

consuming,

can’t live without each other

…

love.