I'm Just A Little Too Not Over You

The song "A Little Too Not Over You" by David Archuleta best represents my current mood. I've known you since I was 13. I was only in Year 8 that time. I was still childish. But when I saw you, you took my breath away. Yes, you were leng zai. I can’t stop thinking of you. Thanks to my bro for not signing out in msn. At first, I keep wondering what you think about me. What is your first impression when you first know me? It was nice to chat with you in msn messenger and sms, you were just so friendly that time. That's what that made me like you more. But after we break up, you weren’t as friendly as before. You ignore me when I pass you which resulted to our friendship is dying as every minute pass. Yes, I know its my mistake for too shy talking to you. I admit! I was sad but angry at myself for not trying to 'repair' this friendship. I miss how we use to talk, I miss everything we did! When I see you, I try to hide what I feel inside and pretend that I’ve moved on! I wish I got to know you better. I wish life was easier and less complicated. But just like my friend say, karma exist and it really happens. Karma means something that you did in your past life to someone else and is now happening to you. You need not believe this karma thing but I kinda do. Karma causes complications in life but at times, it causes happiness too. And lastly, I really hope that your life is much better than mine and I hope that you'll find a girl that you really love [which I think you already have] I hope I'll find my very own prince too.